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That is it! I am fed up with being FAT! I started my last diet on Monday 5-3-10, I started at 214lbs and got down to 201. And then it slowly crept it's way back up to 213 where i have been for about 6-9 months until Dec 2011 where I balooned up to 218.5lbs! Not happy about it....so...come hell or high water I am doing it for good this time. Mc Donald’s may go bankrupt, but that is a price I am just going to have to pay. I am starting off small, with a goal of 10lbs. It is achievable, and a target I can easily keep my eyes on. The bathroom scale just might implode with all the abuse it is about to get, but since there is no government agency in charge of keeping a fat chicks scale safe, it is a risk I am willing to take. So I will lovingly say goodbye to my raspberry mocha frappachino’s, French fries, and Ice Cream this weekend. Dear lord, I have a giant box of clothes that I love, that I haven’t seen in years. I am sick of these fat clothes. Sick of being out of breath all the time. Sick of not being able to keep up. I suffer fromPCOS, polycystic ovarian syndrome which is the symptomatic version of PCOD. My last glucose test was not good. I am now insulin resistant or a more fatal term, pre-diabetic. I cannot continue to torture my body this way anymore and expect to have a wonderful long life. I have tried the drug Metformin in the past, and it made me feel ill all the time. I will have to do the Atkins or South beach diet, as anything with carbs of any kind, is a no-no for my disease. I will need to go shopping this weekend so that I am prepared on Monday morning with a breakfast that will he. Before my long drive to work, that results in being hungry by the time I pass McDonalds. I would like to actually drive BY the golden arches, rather than be lulled by the smell of sausage and hashbrowns. And……while I am at it, I think I will quit smoking too!


So there you have it. I said it. Put it in writing. I surely must have to do it! Right?


Join me for a wild Ride!

Skinny On
Michelle

Friday, March 9, 2012

B'donka donk jeans here I come

Weight: 210
Cigarettes: too many

Well stress and drama as usual spark a bit of weight loss, but a chunky girl has to take it where she can get it, right?

I had gained a couple pounds back from falling off the wagon, and I lost 6 lbs in the last 4 days. Unfortunately when I get back from our camping trip this weekend I need to go see the doctor. I'm a bit scared as my heart keeps racing. Not drug induced as I am not, and have not, been taking any kind of weight loss supplements for a while. So it's just pure stress.

Also when I get back I'm gonna start my pilates work out, that should help with the stress.

Skinny On
Michelle
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  1. JillMarch 9, 2012 at 1:22 PM

    :( Sad to hear you are stressed! Try and let it roll off... nothing is worth your health. Yes, seea DR asap about the heart issues. If you need an escape, come on by for a good meal. :)

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Be nice....I know I am FAT!

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