Kickin' it to the CARB... a diet story.: Day 10....

Welcome.....

That is it! I am fed up with being FAT! I started my last diet on Monday 5-3-10, I started at 214lbs and got down to 201. And then it slowly crept it's way back up to 213 where i have been for about 6-9 months until Dec 2011 where I balooned up to 218.5lbs! Not happy about it....so...come hell or high water I am doing it for good this time. Mc Donald’s may go bankrupt, but that is a price I am just going to have to pay. I am starting off small, with a goal of 10lbs. It is achievable, and a target I can easily keep my eyes on. The bathroom scale just might implode with all the abuse it is about to get, but since there is no government agency in charge of keeping a fat chicks scale safe, it is a risk I am willing to take. So I will lovingly say goodbye to my raspberry mocha frappachino’s, French fries, and Ice Cream this weekend. Dear lord, I have a giant box of clothes that I love, that I haven’t seen in years. I am sick of these fat clothes. Sick of being out of breath all the time. Sick of not being able to keep up. I suffer fromPCOS, polycystic ovarian syndrome which is the symptomatic version of PCOD. My last glucose test was not good. I am now insulin resistant or a more fatal term, pre-diabetic. I cannot continue to torture my body this way anymore and expect to have a wonderful long life. I have tried the drug Metformin in the past, and it made me feel ill all the time. I will have to do the Atkins or South beach diet, as anything with carbs of any kind, is a no-no for my disease. I will need to go shopping this weekend so that I am prepared on Monday morning with a breakfast that will he. Before my long drive to work, that results in being hungry by the time I pass McDonalds. I would like to actually drive BY the golden arches, rather than be lulled by the smell of sausage and hashbrowns. And……while I am at it, I think I will quit smoking too!

So there you have it. I said it. Put it in writing. I surely must have to do it! Right?

Join me for a wild Ride!

Skinny On
Michelle

Friday, January 13, 2012

Day 10....

Weight: 113 Cigarettes: 8... so far

First a shout out to Jillero from the 'jack ass'.....hey girl.....waz up? Does being drug BY the wagon count?

I guess i am doing all right. I have lost 5.5 lbs in 10 days. I wish it was more, but my friday jeans feel much better today than they did last week. I was sabotaged by my boss who bought me a box of 6 giant choloate covered pretzels.......HELLO?? Would you give a crack adict a $20 rock....or a pot head a dime bag...an alcoholic a bottle of nyquil? UM....NOOOO...... So...I gave one of the six away and scarfed down the other 5 right quick. Oh my was that a good afternoon. It was like an acid high, trippin in moon dust with the fairies and unicorns......

Other than that I have been pretty good and faithful and need to be better this next week if I intend on getting back in the next pair of jeans. So I thought of a new word for my fancy leapord victoria secret bra.....Fat'abulous.....or .....Fatto Fabulous....you pick.....kinda like 'ghetto fab' for the fat chicks!

Sometimes I have to wonder though if my scale is not quite right. I feel like the digital ones have more room for lying than the one you can rock back and forth on and see the needle sway back and forth until you hit the best number for your ego and self esteem....within all physics and gravity laws of course...ha ha ha~

Enough for now.....
Skinny On
Michelle