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That is it! I am fed up with being FAT! I started my last diet on Monday 5-3-10, I started at 214lbs and got down to 201. And then it slowly crept it's way back up to 213 where i have been for about 6-9 months until Dec 2011 where I balooned up to 218.5lbs! Not happy about it....so...come hell or high water I am doing it for good this time. Mc Donald’s may go bankrupt, but that is a price I am just going to have to pay. I am starting off small, with a goal of 10lbs. It is achievable, and a target I can easily keep my eyes on. The bathroom scale just might implode with all the abuse it is about to get, but since there is no government agency in charge of keeping a fat chicks scale safe, it is a risk I am willing to take. So I will lovingly say goodbye to my raspberry mocha frappachino’s, French fries, and Ice Cream this weekend. Dear lord, I have a giant box of clothes that I love, that I haven’t seen in years. I am sick of these fat clothes. Sick of being out of breath all the time. Sick of not being able to keep up. I suffer fromPCOS, polycystic ovarian syndrome which is the symptomatic version of PCOD. My last glucose test was not good. I am now insulin resistant or a more fatal term, pre-diabetic. I cannot continue to torture my body this way anymore and expect to have a wonderful long life. I have tried the drug Metformin in the past, and it made me feel ill all the time. I will have to do the Atkins or South beach diet, as anything with carbs of any kind, is a no-no for my disease. I will need to go shopping this weekend so that I am prepared on Monday morning with a breakfast that will he. Before my long drive to work, that results in being hungry by the time I pass McDonalds. I would like to actually drive BY the golden arches, rather than be lulled by the smell of sausage and hashbrowns. And……while I am at it, I think I will quit smoking too!


So there you have it. I said it. Put it in writing. I surely must have to do it! Right?


Join me for a wild Ride!

Skinny On
Michelle

Thursday, May 13, 2010

little by little

weight: 208 cigarettes.....still 20.

Ok Ok....

I just gotta say….NO…..I haven’t quit smoking…..YET. I am thinking, maybe next Monday. I have the patches….I just have to make up my mind. It was hard to make up my mind to change my eating habits, and it is hard some days, to NOT think about a mocha frap. Damn McDonalds….I don’t recall EVER seeing a commercial for them while I was drinking them…..but NOW……they are on every channel. I had two hot mocha’s while in Reno, but that was at 6:30 in the morning….earlier than I normally even get out of bed, much less drive by micky d’s by 8:15 in the morning.


Notice how I say drive by?

In REALITY…… it is several blocks out of my way! Anyways, I knew the horse show and lack of sleep was gonna be hard, so I allowed the 2 mocha’s. I have now lost the weight that those dang mocha’s and the burger added back over the weekend. And hope to drop 1 or 2 more before next week.

There is this guy here at work…..he has a candy jar on his desk that is ALWAYS filled with goodies. The real stuff too……like peanut m&m’s, snickers and milky ways! They are calling my name. A sweet lullaby, like the one a mother sings to her newborn child.



URRRGGGHHHHHHH………………..
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